Sooo... I did it once again!
I made it harder than it have to be, I destroyed the beautiful and magical.
Why do I always have to be such a bitch!?
It's like every time something in my life starts to envelope into something good I panic and mess it up!
I love you!
I really do, but the thing is that I love you so much that it kind of freaks me out... I know; It sounds fucked up... and yes, it is.
But I've never had it like this before I always had to fight and try my hardest to make things work out, but with you everything's wonderful!
It's weird for me, different.
Trust me, I want to be with you and I am prepared to change... Please have patience with me!
What I meant is that I'm sorry for all the times I've been unfair and unreasonable...
Try to remember that I love you and as long as you love me to I'm trying my hardest to change!
-Kajsa.
